Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Sunday, March 26, 2006
topic? title? blank?
Usually when blogging I try to find a topic that will go with what I'm going to or want to talk about, but I can't think of anything. Which leads right into my next sentance. I haven't been able to blog anything fun, witty or otherwise comical for quite sometime now. I find that the more I think about blogging, the more my mind draws a blank lately. I could talk about work, and how my schedule is driving me nuts because last week was one of the first weeks that I had a Sunday off and when I do have to work I haven't been able to stay for the whole service because they have me start at Noon! Ok, enough ranting! :) I'm better now.
I've really felt lately like I'm coming up short with my relationship with the Lord. I want to get back to that spot where I'm praying without ceasing, where I can't get enough of the Bible, where all I can do is worship Him. I really want to get back to that place. I can almost pin point when it all started. I had an argument with God and I didn't realize I was in the wrong. He was basically telling me to do something, which would have been for my own good, but I didn't want anything to do with it. I have since repented of course, but I still feel bad for it. I know He's forgiven me, but I'm such a thinker and sometimes I don't let things go when I should. I feel though, that since I've acknowledged what's going in my head that I CAN move forward, it's just getting the people around me to recognize that I have changed, for the better, and not to treat me as though I'm a back sliding heathen. I wish I could set them down and talk to them, but I hate confrentation, it's definitely not in my nature, and I'm a chicken to do it. I can't believe I'm writing all this out. I think Marcie inspired me when she was writing one day about a few things she was dealing with and said something about at least now someone should hold her accountable for the changes she'd like to make. So, if any of you would like a challenge :) Also, if you have a suggestion of how I can become more disciplined in my walk, please comment.
I love you all! Have a blessed day!
I've really felt lately like I'm coming up short with my relationship with the Lord. I want to get back to that spot where I'm praying without ceasing, where I can't get enough of the Bible, where all I can do is worship Him. I really want to get back to that place. I can almost pin point when it all started. I had an argument with God and I didn't realize I was in the wrong. He was basically telling me to do something, which would have been for my own good, but I didn't want anything to do with it. I have since repented of course, but I still feel bad for it. I know He's forgiven me, but I'm such a thinker and sometimes I don't let things go when I should. I feel though, that since I've acknowledged what's going in my head that I CAN move forward, it's just getting the people around me to recognize that I have changed, for the better, and not to treat me as though I'm a back sliding heathen. I wish I could set them down and talk to them, but I hate confrentation, it's definitely not in my nature, and I'm a chicken to do it. I can't believe I'm writing all this out. I think Marcie inspired me when she was writing one day about a few things she was dealing with and said something about at least now someone should hold her accountable for the changes she'd like to make. So, if any of you would like a challenge :) Also, if you have a suggestion of how I can become more disciplined in my walk, please comment.
I love you all! Have a blessed day!
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Community College or University?!?
Hey all! I'm sorry it's been so long since I wrote. Life has been busy, as usual! I'm so excited, the beginning of the month marked the new beginning of my 2nd raise!! Woohoo!! Let's just say I love our Managers!
So, it's official! I bought my tickets for California and Nevada, and I have less than a month until I'm there! I'm so excited to go see everyone! I haven't seen Amy in like 3 or 4 years and I am so happy for her!
(The pic is of Amy and Nate) Adawna will be down there, she's in the wedding. I'm helping with the Guest book.
This week I work 6 days, next week I work 6 days and I'm housesitting starting next week for the Ostrom's. I'm so excited about that! I think it'll be for like 12 or 13 days! This time I'm bringing Jerome with me, because he gets mad when I'm gone that long.....poor baby!
So, I can't decide if I want to start at a Community College or at Northwest University yet. What do ya'll think? I haven't been in school for 8 years! Crazy, huh! That makes me feel old!
Well, I have to go for now. Hope to have comments from everyone :) Love ya'll!
So, it's official! I bought my tickets for California and Nevada, and I have less than a month until I'm there! I'm so excited to go see everyone! I haven't seen Amy in like 3 or 4 years and I am so happy for her!
(The pic is of Amy and Nate) Adawna will be down there, she's in the wedding. I'm helping with the Guest book.This week I work 6 days, next week I work 6 days and I'm housesitting starting next week for the Ostrom's. I'm so excited about that! I think it'll be for like 12 or 13 days! This time I'm bringing Jerome with me, because he gets mad when I'm gone that long.....poor baby!
So, I can't decide if I want to start at a Community College or at Northwest University yet. What do ya'll think? I haven't been in school for 8 years! Crazy, huh! That makes me feel old!
Well, I have to go for now. Hope to have comments from everyone :) Love ya'll!
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